Chapter Fourteen
O Body Swayed to Music
Jareth held four crystal balls close to his face. He stared into each
of them in turn, catching the light. It seemed as though he were
choosing among them. He took one of them and swirled it into the air,
with a flick of his wrist. It floated away from him, became a bubble.
Then it drifted through the open window beside which he was standing,
and away through the darkening sky. The other three followed in turn,
coldly beautiful bubbles floating through the dusk, turning and
gleaming, mesmeric globes glowing in the dying light.
Sarah was still leaning limply against the tree, too dizzy to move,
when the four bubbles approached her in the sky. She stared at them,
entranced. She watched as the dazzling spheres floated toward her,
slowly descending. They were dancing with the light, and she could
hear music, an aching, haunting music, solemn, like a pavane. She was
rapt. Her lips parted in wonder. The bubbles were close enough now
for her to see that within the first of them was the dancer from her
music box, twirling pirouettes. In each of the other three bubbles
was another dancer, moving with sinuous elegance.
Sarah's body swayed hypnotically in time with the music. She was the
music and the dance. She was inside a bubble, dancing, dressed in a
ball gown. Enchanted and enchanting, she danced slowly across the sky
in company with the other dancers.
A congregation of many bubbles crossed the night sky, each with a
dancer within it. They were approaching one great bubble, as though
attracted by some magnetic force. Inside the great bubble was a
magnificent ballroom. Jareth was already dancing there.
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Sir Didymus and Ludo had come to the edge of the forest, and now they
looked out across the bare, dry, cracked plain to the distant walls
of the castle.
Sir Didymus patted Ambrosius, who had found the way. "Good work, oh
loyal steed," he told the dog. He half turned his head to call behind
him, with a trace of smugness. "Yonder lies the castle, my lady."
He heard no answer and turned fully around to see where Sarah was.
Ludo too turned around, a growl of suspicion in his throat. Together
they stared back down the trail they had followed.
Sarah had vanished.
"My lady?" Sir Didymus was shouting. "My lady?"
Above their heads a bubble floated past, moving in the direction of
the castle.
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The ballroom had known opulence. Between glittering cornices were
hung many long chandeliers where the wax, dripping for a hundred
years, had formed stalactites. The silk covering of the walls had
faded and, in places, worn threadbare. Bubbles decorated the room,
and the whole of it was contained within the iridescent skin of one
great bubble. A tall, gilt, thirteen-hour clock stood in a corner. It
was almost twelve o'clock.
Sarah watched the dance, and the dancers watched her, from behind
their masks. The men sported silken shirts open to the waist and
tight velvet breeches. Some of them wore wide-brimmed, plumed hats;
others had capes or carried staffs. The women's gowns left their
shoulders bare and dove low between their breasts. They had their
hair coiffed high, and many wore long gloves.
The dancers moved in a ring around the ballroom, with a kind of
lethargic brilliance, as though the party had been going on all
night. Men who were not dancing lounged indolently against the
columns, or in a cushioned pit in the center of the ballroom, in the
company of women. Maids and footmen, with skin the color of old
parchment, served them trays of fruit and refilled their goblets from
decanters. And always the dancers were watching through the eyeholes
in their cruel half-masks, from which snouts projected and horns
sprouted above. Moving together or elegantly reclined, they watched
Sarah, or watched each other watching, and beneath the masks the
mouths smiled at each other like knives.
Sarah's gown was silvery, the color of mother-of-pearl, with puffed
short sleeves. She had a pearl necklace on, and her hair was braided
with strings of pearls. Her eyes were wide. She was the picture of
innocence in that setting, a picture that excited the dancers, who
never took their masked eyes off her, while they moved with weary
grace to the cadence of the sinisterly beautiful tune.
She walked slowly around the room. Two gorgeously gowned women
snickered behind their fans at her. Sarah paused beside a tall mirror
and looked at her image.
The people passing behind her, in the mirror, were watching her like
ravishing birds of prey. The dancers swayed and swirled. Then Sarah
saw something in the mirror that made her gasp. She had caught a
glimpse of Jareth, entwined with a voluptuous woman, dancing past.
She whirled around, but he had vanished. She stood there, peering
through the throng for him so intently that she did not notice the
young man leaning against the column beside her. He had his head held
back and was staring brazenly at her. He relished her face, then her
white shoulders, her breasts, hips, and legs, and moved closer to
her. He murmured into her ear, "You are remarkably beautiful, my dear
girl."
Sarah spun around to face him, her mouth open. At the mixture of
surprise and pleasure on her face, the young man threw back his head
and laughed. She smiled back at him nervously.
Hidden behind another man's cape, Jareth had watched it all, but
Sarah had not seen him watching. His eyes were following Sarah
wherever she went in the corrupt ballroom.
She was tense now, self-conscious, among people she could not
understand but who behaved as though they knew something that she
didn't know. She moved hurriedly around the ballroom looking for
Jareth. She did not know why she wanted to find him, or what she
would say to him. She just knew that it was vitally important that
she should find him.
When she saw him, he was whispering something to his beautiful
partner, who responded by smiling knowingly from beneath her mask and
licking her lips, slowly, with the tip of her tongue.
Sarah blushed and turned away in embarrassment. She found herself
looking into another of the tall mirrors around the room. Behind her
she saw Jareth, standing alone. He was a resplendent figure, upright
and blond, in a midnight blue frock coat, diamante at the neck,
shoulders, and cuffs. Ruffs of pale gray silk at his throat and
wrists set off the pallor of his skin. On his legs he was wearing
black tights and black, shiny boots. He was holding a horned mask on
a stick, but he had lowered it now, to look straight at Sarah in the
mirror. Behind him, dancers were whirling. He held his hand out.
She turned around, not expected that he would really be there. He
was, and he was still holding out his hand to her. She took it,
feeling dizzy.
Her dizziness ceased when she went spinning around the ballroom in
Jareth's arms. She was the loveliest woman at the ball. She knew it,
from the way in which Jareth was smiling down at her. All his
attention was on her. The touch of his hands on her body was
thrilling. To dance with him seemed the easiest and most natural
motion. When he told her that she was beautiful, she felt confused.
"I feel ... I feel like ... I -- don't know what I feel."
He was amused. "Don't you?"
"I feel like ... I'm in a dream, but I don't remember ever dreaming
anything like this!"
He pulled back to look at her and laughed, but fondly. "You'll have
to find your way into the part," he said, and whirled her on around
the room.
She smiled up at him. She thought how handsome he was, but one didn't
tell a man such things, did one? More than that, there was something
in his face that was openly enjoying the moment, without the mocking
or secretiveness that she had seen on other faces here.
"And when you've found your way in, stay in your dream, Sarah."
Jareth's eyes were looking straight into hers. His smile was serious.
"Believe me. If you want to be truly free, wholly yourself -- you do
want that, don't you?"
Sarah nodded.
"Then you will find what you want only as long as you stay in your
dream. Once abandon it, and you are at the mercy of other people's
dreams. They will make of you what they want you to be. Forget them,
Sarah. Trust to your dream."
Sarah was spellbound.
"Trust to me," Jareth said, moving his face close to hers. "Can you
do that?"
She nodded, and looked up at him with anticipation. He was going to
kiss her. She shut her eyes. That was the way to do it.
Something made her open her eyes again. It was the silence. The music
had stopped. She saw that they had been surrounded by all the other
dancers. They were leering and nudging each other. She saw them
biting their lips to hold back their laughter. Jareth seemed to be
unperturbed, but she turned her face sharply away from his,
horrified. He held her more tightly, and insistently sought her lips
with his. Suffused with disgust, she wrenched herself free of him.
The clock struck twelve.
Sarah pushed her way through the jostling, jeering crowd. A man
smiled foxily at her behind his mask and then grasped at her body.
She smelled his evil breath on her face. She shoved him away angrily.
A group of giggling women rushed between them, chased by merrily
guffawing men. Sarah was knocked off balance and stumbled against a
column. Crouching, frightened, she made her way out of the crowd,
until she saw the shimmering membrane of the great bubble just in
front of her.
Beside her was a small, painted chair. She picked it up in both
hands, and hurled it at the bubble.
The chair crashed through it. As the bubble burst, Sarah was sucked
through it.
She was flying through space. Below, on the ground, she saw the faces
of Ludo and Sir Didymus looking up at her. Their mouths were moving,
as if they were calling out to her, but all she could hear was the
thrum of rushing air. Behind her, the ballroom had collapsed and
crumbled to junk. Strange things, and pieces of things, and things of
pieces, were whizzing through space with her, some overtaking her,
some receding.
She started to recognize objects. The dancer from her music box
pirouetted past, upside down, followed by several of her favorite
books, in random order, their pages flapping loose in the wind.
Launcelot was not far away in the sky, and beyond him Sarah saw some
gossip cuttings, and the spoon and egg cup she had used when she was
a baby. It was an aerial Sargasso Sea formed of everything she had
ever seen or imagined but rearranged in improbably combinations. If
this is the debris of the ballroom, she thought, than all my life
must have been at that ball, in disguise.
The floating junk room of her mind stretched from horizon to horizon.
It was all speeding up and beginning to spin around, faster and
faster, in a maelstrom, Sarah with it. The rush of air became a
screeching, untuned music.
It stopped. Sarah was on the ground, in her own clothes again. In her
hand was the half-eaten peach. She held it up to examine it more
closely. Its flesh was rotten. A maggot crept out from the pit. Sarah
gasped, and flung the peach away, and fainted.
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